do you know how much i want to talk to you.
but i just cant seem to.
you didn't know how much you meant to me
and you never will.
doesn'tmatterdoesntmatterdoesntmatter

time and time again i take 3 steps forward
1 step back
sometimes i think its all gone
but yet it finds its way back
im tired of letting my feelings get manipulated
i've had enough of disappointment

"Fade Away"

I learned from the past
Not everything lasts
I understand that now
Everything changed
When you walked away
But I'll survive somehow

Though I have regrets
I'll learn to forget
And just keep moving on
Cause when love is gone
You have to be strong

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

So I try to smile
But after a while
The memories come back
But I won't give in
Cause I know that then
My heart will fade to black

And this time I learned
That love can burn
It's an all consuming flame
There's no right or wrong
I've got to be strong

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

I know that one day
I'll find that feeling again
But until I do I'll do fine by myself

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
You know that

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

sigh. so tired. tired of thinking about everything.

shall blog about china when im in the mood :X

maybe u do... rahh i dno!

haha and i dreamt i was a vampire last night! Oo

random thoughts...