i really think there is some problem with me
something just doesnt feel right.
but i have no idea what it is.


and i just realised Was I The Only One from Jordin Sparks is nice (:

cringe! when u see my sms

sick and tired. and everyone's sick of me.

my mum told me not to get myself hurt agn.

today i made an interesting trip ard singapore.
im too lazy to blog the details.. so i shall just paste whatever i described in the convo between me and karen!

my msn nick today: Stranded in Sengkang

READ ONLY IF U ARE LIKE.. BORED.

DOH! says:
why are you in sengkang
me says:
walao. u wouldnt believe wad happened man
i went my friend's aunts hse to bake cake
for my friend's bday tmr
then it was at thomson
then we bake till 10 plus
then i was like shit i need to go home liao
so 10 plus i left the house.. go take bus with ttj
DOH! says:
you take wrong bus
hahahahahahahaha
me says:
then ttj take to yishun
i wanted to take 167 to sembawang
DOH! says:
hahahahaha!!!
me says:
THEN I PACKING MY STUFF
THEN SUDD SAW A 16X BUS
THEN DAMN GAN CHIONG
I ASK TTJ HELP ME FLAG
THEN I CHIONGED UP
DOH! says:
then you go up
=wrong bus
me says:
nono i still nvr realise
i sit there
happily
DOH! says:
LOL
u're damn funny
me says:
looking at the sights ard amk.. my sec 1-4 life
then sudd go like unfamiliar place.
which i tot was SEMBAWANG
so i look ard. WAH NICE CONDO
stare stare
DOH! says:
HAHA
me says:
then i also din know i stone+stare for HOW LONG
SUDDENLY I LOOK OUT WINDOW IT SAYS " SENGKANG ROAD"
I WAS LIKE WTH
OMG
OMGOMGOMGOMG
DOH! says:
HAHAHAHAHHA I CAN IMAGINE
then?
me says:
then i look at the road names
OMG PUNGGOL
I WAS LIKE WTH
SHIT
then i ask the girl beside me
"Does this bus go to sengkang interchange?"
then she was like yeah. then i ask how long more she say 10mins
20 mins later
STILL HAVENT REACH
i ask another woman. reaching how long more
she say 5
then i sian diao.
call amanda ask her help me check wat bus from there can go back to woodlands/cck area
call my mum
my mum called me stupid T.T
then bo bian. i alight alr took circle line back to bishan and back
DOH! says:
wah heng still got train
me says:
almost last train
yah
THEN BEN LAI 11 plus can reach home
i 1245 THEN REACH HOME
sobs

I HAD FUN TAKING THE CIRCLE LINE. WOW.

am i truly free?

coz the things i do now.. might give me a chance of forgetting.

if you keep looking back on the past, thinking about how much you miss it,
why not spend the time cherishing today, for its the future's past.